Angie (October / November 2000)
Dream: I have had this dream twice, both times it is exactly the same and scares the pants off me. I am in a house. I am standing in front of a window with a blue velvet curtain drawn shut. In front of the curtain is a couch (don't know what colour). Crawling on the curtain is a white cockatoo which gradually changes into my son. As he comes to me (he's 2), I gently pull him towards me and kiss his forehead. I then tell him I love him and as I say I' m sorry, I slowly put a large knife into his back, he dies in my arms. That's it.
Quentin's Diagnosis: Dear Angie, The house is your soul symbol. A window with a blue velvet curtain drawn shut - blue is about your identity from the eyes of your soul, a plush velvet as a sign of regal elegance, like a long dress. The white cockatoo turns into your son, like the birds ability to learn to communicate, your son has picked up his way of communication through you and to kiss his forehead is to show your ability to outflow and share with him and others. In what way are you limiting your son's power of communication. You may owe him a life in a past life, maybe stabbing him in the back. Forgive yourself for anything you may have done to him in the past (or a past life) and release yourself from that karma.