Rhonda
Dream:
I'm in the early stages of pregnancy but not yet done a check to confirm this.The dream.
Last night I had a very vivid dread and really felt like it happened.I was dancing with my father a nice slow dance and he told me he wasn't going to be around for much longer. At this point I was suddenly dancing with my fathers dead brother. I was very happy to see him. But he said to me "You're with us now. You can't go back" Which I understood to mean leave my body forever. I was shocked and said "No, I am going back" and made a determined effort to return.
About 3 weeks ago I had another dream where I was walking with some small children in the grounds near the church I attended as a child (and my parents still attend).There I came across a woman lying down on her back with the legs straight up in the air (90* angle). The moment I saw her I knew she was dead because of her unnatural position. She was a small woman of Central/South American appearance. As I walked around her I saw a large hole where her vagina was, with lots of dried blood around her that had come from her vagina. At the time I assumed she'd been raped and killed, but on waking thought if could have also been through child birth. I was horrified and deeply disturbed by the sight.
Interpretation:
Thanks for sending us your interesting dreams. Pregnancy does bring with it a variety of hormonal changes that dramatically effect your dreams. Caring for another soul as it creates it's physical body with your help is a full time job. If you are pregnant or thinking of becoming pregnant often your dreams will begin to point out your unconscious fears. Broaden your spiritual perspective and make you more self protective.
Dream 1
You were dancing with your father a nice slow dance and he told me he wasn't going to be around for much longer. This is a normal fear for those separated from loved ones I imagine Your Dad is just as worried about you if he hears of another suicide bomber in Israel when he switches on the Oz news. This dream is helping you to gain perspective re what is dear to you and who you do feel close to in your own life. Perhaps there is a prophetic element... But remember! The purpose of any prophecy is to avert disaster not to confirm it.
He may be ill or so bored with his lot to the point where he is ready to leave the planet soon. Just as new souls enter others choose to leave. This message is for you. If you feel complete and at ease with your dad if he does die there will be no regrets. You will not wish you had been home to see him before the funeral and all will be OK. If you have incomplete issues or unresolved problems it might be wise to try to plan a trip home before he leaves the planet. Not that stuff will not still be resolved it always is in the long run. Here it is more your choice. Do you see him soon or not?
At the point where you were suddenly dancing with your fathers dead brother and are very happy to see him. This will be who your father will be with if and when he chooses to go. Then he said, "You're with us now. You can't go back" Which you understood to mean leave your body forever. You are shocked and say "No, I am going back" and made a determined effort to return.To me there is obviously a strong link for you with your dad's side of the family. Similar personality traits or outlook on life. these two men seem to be pretty clued up about the meaning of life and able to understand death as a part of the whole process. Being with them in your dream is helping you to choose life very strongly for yourself. A true commitment to your life purpose, keeps you on the planet longer than those who have not discovered who they are and why they are here.
Dream 2
You are walking with some small cheldren in the gounds near the church you attended as a child (and my parents still attend). This is setting the scene, for you. taking you to a time you yourself developed an aspect of your own personality. try to recall how old you were when this activity was the highlight of your week and recall what type of personal beliefs you held. How did you feel about your feminine self? God's attitudes towards women. whatever you were thinking about or deeply feeling at the time. The rape childbirth death symbols might point to 'original sin' issues if you had them. You see a truly helpless woman who has died as you discover not from rape but in childbirth.
There I came accross a woman lying down on her back with the legs stright up in the air (90* angle). The moment I saw her I knew she was dead because of her unnatural position. She was a small woman of Central/South American appearance. Can't work out the Central/South American connection you will have to think on that one yourself. If it was my dream I would know instantly so this is a very significant clue for you in some personal way. As you walked around her you saw a large hole where her vagina was, with lots of dried blood around her that had come from her vagina. Assuming she'd been raped and killed, - ASSUMING might be something that is not giving you 100% personal clarity in the moment.
On waking you thought it could have also been death through child birth. Although you are horrified and still deeply disturbed by the sight.
Rather than assuming .... find out the facts. What was your own birth like? Your Husband's birth? Your child will choose you two as parents because of similar life patterns to it's own personal needs. Your birth experience will perhaps have elements of both your birth scripts. These dreams are dragging you into reality fast. Find out you can e-mail us for more clarity once you know if you like. Get to know what is true for you and this will increase both your trust in yourself and life itself. With trust comes the ability to be in the right place at the right time. Helps to keep you safe too.